Synchonicities - they have been a constant in my life for some time now. I have received answers and information to better understand what happens when it does. I understand the synchronicities better than I did a year ago since I've done a great deal of inner work and reconnecting, healing and moving on with the journey that is.
The typical synchronicities have been linked to my soul twin; the one whom I have a soul contract with. I discovered that the journey wasn't over and not more than 2 days on the West Coast when I relocated - the Universe made sure that I didn't forget. The answers came to questions I no longer looked for due to concentrating on another aspect of my life. I thought things were over and done as my soul twin walked away. The Universe let me know it's not over and kept constantly reminding me no matter how much I tried to ignore it.
The orbiter/runner is doing so because of fear. This reunion turned both of our worlds upside down and the emotions became so overwhelming when everything became chaotic. The physical distance was there as we were on opposite coasts yet the reality of the matter is; the universe has revealed that my soul twin and I have been closer in distance several times without knowing it at the time.
Though things have been silent from her end for quite a while; she connected in a lucid dream. I knew I was dreaming yet everything was as real as this very moment feels. The lucid dream left me absolutely confused until I realized that she has progressed with her journey and connected telepathically. I didn't realize that until after the dream so I have been working on clearing the chakras. I've been doing what I can to change the outlook on society in order to maintain the open unconditional love since I am older; patiently working on myself and my journey as she works on hers.
She's doing what she said she would. She should be done with her Master's degree. She will return as she always does because she is connected to me; part of me as she is a soul twin. The fear is very real and I understand it and the need to run. The Scorpio, it is a normal defense mechanism. She still loves me. I feel it. She stopped tweeting because it's gotten real. She may try to engage with another relationship but she will always come back. Nothing else will work in regards to what we have. Like her, I tried to distract myself with another relationship but the Universe let me know immediately when I got too far ahead...that it's destined. I can only wait until she is ready to return.
We walk in similar circles and I discovered that some of my acquaintances and business connections out here are also connected to her. My best friend met and interacted with her at an event I was invited to attend and participate in but had to cancel due to club responsibilities on the board that arose last minute. Several years ago, she accused me of being passive because of my calm and collected nature but when the chaotic aspects came around due to the confusion and inner wars over what was going on between us (prior to my knowledge of the truth of the situation and connection) we debated and she got angry at me and took off.
I was the chaser for a brief period after I realized why things were the way they were, the answers came without provocation because the time was right for absorption and processing. I reached out and she responded in a mysterious sort of way that sparked her comments that were played off as her having read old emails. Giving her time, I go about my journey until she is ready. The time approaches soon. That knowing that the awakened twin has; hasn't been easy to handle by any means but it is what it is. Knowing what I CAN and DO have control over; I walk my journey until the time of the reunion.
